Sunday, September 30, 2012

HAPPINESS, NERVOUSNESS, EXCITEMENT, and any other emotions you can throw in!

We just got the news we will be traveling on Oct. 27th.
We will then will able to see and love on him!
I can not wait to see his cute little face.
I want to see his smile in person.
I want to see his gorgeous brown eyes.
I did not think that this time would ever come.  
I was waiting and waiting and dreaming dreaming!
FINALLY
so my sweet little boy we are coming soon.
WOOOHOOOOO!!!
We  will also need some more money to help fund this trip.
If you feel it in your heart to give please do so.


Monday, September 17, 2012

perspective!








What do you see?
Do you see the young lady or the old lady?
It is amazing to to me what image people see first!
I presented this picture with my youth group one  time
 and it was eye opening, to see who saw what image!
I had some youth that could not see the old lady,
I had some that could not see the young lady.
That was until I told a red pen and out line the young lady first.
I outlined the old lady in blue.

So I ask you one more time what image to you see.  
At first glance I see a young lady.  
I can also see the old lady.

 This lesson was brought home to my mind and soul today.
It amazes me what some people see.
I am also sure that is what people say when they speak of me.

I can see the child suffering with the affects of a stroke as a teacher of independence
I can look at a child with a severe physical disability and see love.
I can look at a child who is controlled by the impulsive manner and see humility. 

When people only see sadness, despair, pity or hopelessness 
when they look at my children that are disabled, 
 I will warn you to LISTEN and LOOK  to
 the children whispering  lessons of love, beauty, hope, kindness, compassion and laughter. 
I choose to see only those things!
I believe in the statement that one man's junk can be another man's treasure!
I also believe that Love is in the eye of the beholder.  
These statements are talking about some ones perspective.
I would want for every one to have a perspective change 
IF
all they see is the negative or the darkness in everything!

I understand people wanting us to be informed about our soon
to be son.  
However, when some one  says severely delayed 
I see a few extra lessons taught at his level.
Each and every time I look at our boy.
I see a cute little boy who needs love and structure.
I see a little cutie who is wanting to learn and practice what he is taught!
I see my son that is up for any challenge.
He is not willing to give up and neither am I.
 Every time I look at these innocent blessings that I do not deserve,
 I will be sure to teach, love, care for and hopefully better them;
because  what I choose to see the true image!

My baby boy please listen to that voice whispering love and peace to you right now!
We love you and I can not wait to hold you my sweet pea!
 I do know that we all loved to be held.
 I love the way He helps me to keep my perspective!
 

Sunday, September 2, 2012

WAIT did some one say Wait!??????

  I remember hearing my momma saying this comment.
"Weight is what broke the wagon!"

I was confused about the wait/weight. 
I do know what she meant now.  
It is the the wait that is truly breaking us!
The wait seems to never end!
It may cause some anxiety and the wait does cause
some extra weight on my heart and mind.
I hate that feeling of being heavy and working extra  hard
 to do the normal day activities.
 I have jokingly expressed that I will not be praying for patience
any more due to his promise of giving it to me.
I have learned to be careful what I ask for!

We are still waiting to hear when we get to travel for the first time.
 We are also still waiting to hear how our boy is doing?




I also know it is unfair and wrong to judge all men by 
another man's mistakes.  
So we will have to wait  for words, wait for a visit.
Just wait!

We will wait to see what happens in next chapter of our Mission Possible.
Even if the wait is long and sometimes painful  we will not give up
we will do what is requested!

 We will make this mission that seems impossible 
very, very possible!